Monday, November 29, 2010

love.

the stars, the moon,
they have all been blown out.
you left me in the dark.
no dawn, no day, i'm always in this twilight.
in the shadow of your heart.

i have so much to blogblogblog about, but i can't get this song out of my head...


even just typing these lyrics brings me to tears.
i can't see them or hear them or sing them without wanting to crumble.
it is exactly how i feel.
these days when people ask how i'm doing, i don't even know what to tell them.
 i've always been a person of extremes.
i either love or hate something. i either feel amazing or terrible. 
i'm either jumping for joy or claiming i'm going to die.

but now, my heart and my mind are a world away and i'm just left...
in this twilight.

6 comments:

  1. boo... gorgeous song... but I hate to hear that you are crumbling. I seem to be the same - high or low. Take care girlfriend - there's not much else I feel like I can say to make you feel better. Thinking about you and sending LOTS of hugs your way.

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  2. I love this song. I heard it for an advertisement for the Vampire Diaries, imagine...and haven been hooked ever since. "Blinding" by Florence and the Machine is another good one.

    regri

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  3. you're sleep deprived, sister. that's not helping anything :( (and you wonder why you haven't completely recovered from your sinus junk!) I might need to take the girls overnight for you!

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  4. LOVE that song!! Beautiful!

    Praying for you...always. We are at the tail end of having a week of various members of our family puking and pooping incessantly. Let me disinfect my house and then we can have the girls over for an afternoon. It might not be much, but we want to help you in any way we can. Big loves!!

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  5. Hang in there Bethany! It sounds like the holidays are giving you the blues....don't let it. Just keep Seth in your heart. I would gladly keep those precious darlings - COME BACK TO MISSISSIPPI!

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Just say it!